Son of a Bitch

I'm about to rant so....if you don't want to read a bunch of whining I'd skip to a different blog. So I'm so fucking done with school right now to be honest I'm not sure how I'm doing, I might pass these last to damn classes or not. Either way I'm going to go back home after this semester, because everything back home is pretty much falling apart. One my Grandfather has Alzheimer and it is really starting to show, that in it self wouldn't be bad except my grandmother is in failing health too. She has diabetes and has lost most of the felling in her feet causing her to have difficulty with pretty much anything you have to use your legs for and here lately she has developed severe carpal tunnel in her hands rendering them useless pretty much. All of this coming together has caused her significant duress. My mom has had her hips replaced and has continued, even before she had them replaced, having problems with fluid collecting in her legs. This has given her problems walking around, being over weight doesn't help either. My father has a bunch of stuff wrong with him as well. He has COPD, diabetes, and just lately has be released from the hospital for severe UTI and kidney infection. Also, while in the hospital, the doctors have discovered a mass in is abdomen. So all these problems have caused a lot of tension which has translated into a lot of anger and fights amongst them. One recently where my dad stormed off out of the house after a dispute over a credit card bill, which is another issue. Money is running out pretty fast with all of them being on a fixed income due to retirement. This being the case I've been trying to work as much as I can so I wouldn't have to as them for money but here inlies another problem, I'm going out with this wonderful girl who lives far away from me and pretty much gets the short end of the stick most of the time which breaks my heart. Gah I just don't know what to do.....I fear the worst....just....pray for me.