Tha Dream

Ahhhh already starting to forget it So I have to jot this down! Ok so me and this girl, that  l like lol, are out by where I live down by the creek. I can’t remember what we were doing before …… maybe driving? Anyways we have walked down to the bridge and we come across a deer, it was a buck with a lot of points. It just stood there and watched us.  After a little while then another deer came out it was a doe, at that time the buck started to walk up to us, so close the girl that was with me reached out form the bridge and touched his antlers. I was so scared he was going to get spooked and gore her, but the deer was cool as a cucumber. So cautiously I inched closer and reach my hand out and started to pet him. Lol even tho it was just a dream it was the coolest thing ever! After some time the doe walked up to us too and let us pet her. Then this truck comes down the road I look away for a sec and when I look back I just caught a glimpse of them both running back into the tree line. Anyways the person in the truck was just some Mexican looky loo. Lol now here comes the lamest part I thought it was really neat to get to hang out with her like that….and to get to pet a deer =P Lord willing well get to hang out again soon!

I want to start off by saying that this isn't for anyone or too anyone......its just been on my mind for a really really long time and I just feel like i need to put it down...... I keep having this dream sometimes its with specific people, me and some one else or myself and a small group, or even those dreams where in the dream you know them but in actuality you've never seen them before either way its always with people that mean a lot to me, people I love. In the dream something always happens, most of the time were fighting zombies or running from them or something, but in the end no matter how hard I fight or what I do.....they always die...because I wasn't able to save them. This is what I fear the most....not spiders, not things that go bump in the night....its that someone is going to actually need me and I won't be able to save them. I know this sounds stupid but it shakes me to the core.... I know someone who would say you just let people walk all over you, I just don't see it that way.....I haven't got a lick of studying done....back to the grinding stone......theres just a lot on my mind

Sooooo met a girl today. She was a man XD jk Ahhhhhh finals!!!!! that is all...