Take a number

Ok ok ok so about Belle, nice girl, but I have atlast come to the realization that hey you know what its over, if she doesn't want me any more......whatever. If we'll ever get back together....who knows. But there has been this one girl who has been my good friend for a long time, who peeks in on this little emotional roller coaster every once in a while. This women in question has brought to my attention the fact that hey, I have not once talked about her at length in one of my blogs soooo here we freak'n go!!! I guess I'll call her....idk belle 2 XD no no no thats fucked up uhhhhhh. Lets call her.... Jasmine yeah Jasmine. So Jasmine is this one girl whom I met through a friend over the internet. I've known her for...idk a while. Anyways beautiful beautiful girl, an engineer, lives far far away tho. First time I ever saw her the first thing I though was "holly cow...knock out" then I found out that she was a supper smart engineer major lady and I just had to keep reminding myself I needed to behave. So typically shes taken by some guy that doesn't at all appreciate her....like at all, appreciation level is a minimum. Sorry Jasmine but it is....hes kind of a douche. So yeah kind of had to write her off from the get go, because at the time 1 I was taken, 2 even though at the time I was in a long distance relationship, I was kind of weary about them and the distance was definitely way too much. and 3....well I was taken and I'm not that kind of a guy. So anyways yeah you guessed it I like her and even if sparks don't fly I would at least like to finally meet her face to face, say Howdy and do other southernerly things lol. Now here's the clincher were both about to be finished up with college, we'll both have money and maybe just maybe.....idk she might get a job closer to me....I might find something closer to her......or not and we'd probably just stay friends cuz shes a little crazy, I'm definitely crazy. I could see our crazies happening together in a platonic kind of way ...... just say'n Jasmine. Soooo anyways thats my little blog about Jasmine. Don't message me going omg I didn't know you thought I was cool cuz yeah. Wish I had a cool friend like you a little closer.