Uh urrr uhhh keep it together

So that pretty girl, that is very dear to me, just told me some things and my first logical thought is that "Rustin, she needs to be happy that is your job and if this is going to make her happy let her go" Yeah sure ok ok that makes since. She is infact a human being and has feelings and emotions and stuff like that......but then theres that voice that I hate that is saying..." SHE IS FUCKING MINE, (reads about her talking about other guys) I WILL FUCKING BREAK THERE FACES AND RIP THERE SPINES OUT WITH MY BARE HANDS AND CHOKE THEM WITH IT!"  hehehe yeah sooo anyways if you can't tell she skyped me and said we should be no mas cuz of the long distance and she couldn't take it and she was crying which made it harder for me to not cry and then I did.......some....things when we finally hung up gah.....this blows. I really liked her. I have a feeling how this is going to play out.......and if it does ....idk what I'm going to do Gah.....