everything?

I want to love someone and I want to be loved back lol gah..... I just feel so lonely sometimes...and yes I know this has got to be a stupid excuse to find someone else, but I miss caring about someone. I want to shed a tear when we're apart and I want it to hurt when I have to leave. When we're together I want to feel ready to die like everything is perfect and if my life ended then I'd be ok with it. I remember feeling like that once. I want to surprise someone with breakfast in the morning and take them dancing on the weekends. I want to leave them sticky notes in the bath room saying I love them. I want to work on there car and cut the grass and make them happy. I want to cook for them. I don't want someone to take care of....I want to take care of someone I love. I want to just hold them and snuggle next to them for hours. I want to roll over in the morning and tell them good morning and that they're beautiful and even tho they just woke up and don't believe me I would mean it with every fiber of my being. I want to randomly kiss them when were out and about and make them smile. I want to make someone feel pretty. I want to walk up behind them when there doing something wrap my arms around them, kiss them just below there ear on there neck, and tell them I love them. I want to go on long trips and sing with them in the car. I want to want to give my very life for them if I was called to do so. I want to laugh with them in the good times and I want to be by there side through the bad....Who ever she is...who ever you are....I want to love you I want you to be my everything and I'd hope I'd be your everything too. I know this is really random I was just typing what I was feeling.